llc’s 金玉良言 ~ my very own space

today, 26th July, the last day of our Korean Language and Culture Programme..what is our last event in this programme???erm…it’s the farewell party. At first, i din have too much feeling abt it but as time goes by..i’ve found myself falling into that ‘feeling’ again…oh no!!i don like that ‘feeling’..(which is leaving friends…or being separated with those ppl u’ve known for a while…probrably get along well with them in those days)….it is like breathless for few minutes…or mayb it also mixed with so called ‘heart pain’ or ’stomache’..arhhhh…..i dono how to describe it..it’s so complicated…okay…today,we were practising singing two songs which we r going to perform it in the farewell party.the song chosen was ‘peng you’ by emil chou and the korean version one called ‘qin gu’ (means friends as well).

i don have much feeling when trying to sing the korean version coz i don realy know what the lyric means..so juz ‘ah..ya…u…yu..’ and sing what i shld sing…but when it came to the chinese version….OH MY GOD!!!!!!!i’ve never known that my eyes ‘flooded’ when all of us were trying to sing that song…oh no!!!that feeling haunted me again…i felt so touched coz most of them do not know chinese but trying to catch every word correctly…jotting down every single pronunciation with their own language…russian,mongol,korean,english,kazakhstan,etc…mayb u dono how much it meant to me but im realy impressed by their hardwork and effort while trying to learn chinese songs…yea…olga li also cried when seeing my tears..it’s not that she understand the meaning of the lyric…but mayb she was also been touched by the rhythm of the songs…and feeling sad to leave each other as well…i told her the lyric is so meaningful and then she asked a translation copy fr me for that song…i’ve tried my best to do the translation by my limited english knowledge.Deegii(my mongolian fren) keep on recording the song we sang and saying these wud b her great memories in life…i understand her situation and her unchangeable destiny in her life…mayb all i can do is pray for her a better life…we stop practising singing as it was realy late at nite….erm..i don dare to think how will the farewell party be tmr…but for sure…it wud b an unforgetable one…blue….